Non Destructive Working

I joke and say i have an allergy to hard labor and bullshit work.Its hard to stay positive in the light of many ignorant or cocky bossy dickheads around me.I WANNA MAKE MUSIC!!!I want,i want,i want!!So as i do my best to stay positive despite my want to throw a punch,break out some win dows or just piss someone off for the hell of it im not!Well most of the time im not.Hahaha....Im glad im alive and i try and keep the faith that i will be to a better place down the road and God will give me back what i love so so much and thats music.Anyway im jonesing for a fucking smoke and have a feelings group to terrorize and cry and throw chairs in shortly so Ya'all come back now ya here?